By the way, we did go to the club for the Halloween! It was more a meeting of friends than a meeting of a groop, but that was definitely better than nothing. Elya, Roma, Zhenia, Arina, another Zhenia (a friend of Elya) amd me rocked hard at  the Penabar. It would not be an exaggeration to say that it was the best party in St. Petersburg club I`ve  ( Read more... )

To become free we need to learn ourselves. It is the most difficult task we have in the life. Most people fail to fulfill it. Sometimes it is not possible. It does not mean, however, that we have the right to give up.

All my life I`ve been looking for the truth. No matter how hard I try, I am never successful to understand what I want. The simple ( Read more... )

I hardly ever do anything right. I rarely fulfill my promises. I promised to write every day, to let you know all the events of my crazy life here. But it proved to be much more difficult than I expected. The life is so full and interesting, that it`s hard to find time to write. So, I`m sorry for making you wait too long.

Tomorrow it will be two ( Read more... )

So, this is it! I`ve started a new life. It is like a paradise, like a dream. Nothing can actually be better. I have been dreaming about this for years, but the reality proved to be much better than I expected.
I still can`t believe it is true. Maybe I will one day, but not now.
You know, I have not been happy for a long time. There was something ( Read more... )

This is gonna be bery stupid and is not worth reading unless you want to understand the mess in my head.