I have the feeling most of us have been or are in for rude awakenings. Goodness, what a messy world it is, but where else are we going to go. I am considering the last three and a half years and wondering how much of it has been the lies I am beginning to think it has been. I wonder how so many of us could have been so blind to the realities ( Read more... )

Yeah, its another day. But what does that mean. This titanic struggle over life and death, right and wrong, black and white, cream and sugar just is not making as much sense as it used to. Hmmmmm... blood in the water? Ego mad sharks circling around and around in the vain hope of some prey in the water, not knowing that all there is, is more ( Read more... )

The world is definitely bent. In the last 24 hours, I have had four surprising conversations with different people. I realize of course that the world was always at this angle, but it has not been until I rounded the curve that I saw just what a turn it would be. Of course, "All thing bend to the will of the Great Magnet, what a fool I was to ( Read more... )

Alright, I had vetoed posting this, but a near and dear friend suggested I do ( Read more... )

So what do a ten year old girl in a story and a 22 year old male have to do with each other? Well, I am not sure. There is something strange about reading The Secret Garden at this point in my life. But strange seems to be the byword of existence right now. Normalcy is not very normal. "True words are paradoxical" (bet not many can place that ( Read more... )

It seems irony is a never ending influence on our lives. Isn't it ironic that things keep working out as they do. I had a conversation tonight where I ended telling someone stuff that I should be taking to heart, but I am instead continually doing the opposite. Is this a question of hypocrisy? It very well might be. Course, I have never ( Read more... )

I am continually being told by most people that the way I am going about doing things is very wrong. But it also seems to be the only way to get the result I find most acceptable. She will never be mine again. Such is life, that is all there is to it. But I still want to be her friend and have her as mine. As such I cannot just abandon her, ( Read more... )

For yet another morning, the dawn awoke me as the harbinger of cursed daylight. Nights at lonely sometimes, but in the darkness lurks things that get one through them. Days, on the other hand, share the ugliness of everything in them. Light must shine through the murky shadows so that we can do what we must, yes. But does it always have to be ( Read more... )

thought this comment deserved to be posted hereLove is one of those things that you need like water. You thirst after it when you have none. You bathe in it to clean yourself of the world's grime. You swim in it to relax and find peace. And you drown in it when it turns on you. Love is joy, happiness, contentment, and peace. It is also rage, ( Read more... )

Life sucks and then we die. Undortunately that leaves out all the shit that is entailed in the first part. I am not going to get too caught up on this thing about the drama, that is dumb. I owe a person an apology. I will give it in person upon our next meeting. The rest of it, and everyone else's take on it, are nothing but so much dust in ( Read more... )