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too long since last chatting
I have been slack with not writing and I feel it has been affecting me, I said before that the troubles I was having dealing with the relationship and all the problems along with it was going to be helped by writing again in my journal but then I forgot about it and then hoped that maybe if I pushed it all aside and forgot about it all it would ( Read more... ) -
come to a decision
I have been rather upset this past week and I didnt really understand why or what was the reasoning behind me trying to pick so many disagreements with Anfey, its not just cause my anxiety but more to do with the fact that I am not used to having someone so nice and understanding to me ( Read more... ) -
Maybe its me but..........
One of my best mates Len has been moving this weekend and Anfey being the awesome guy he is has been helping her despite the fact she can drive him crazy he is still helping her out even organised a trailer to help her move her shit, she had to move from Carramar out to Blacktown way somewhere and had to only move certain stuff out there then the ( Read more... ) -
handle on it or not?
I have never been used to a relationship where my opinion matters or counts or is even allowed and it is scary that I am in that mental state which is probably why I hide things from Anfey as to what I think and feel sometimes, especially when it comes to his ex and how he has to be on some mutual common friendship with her due to his group of ( Read more... ) -
mmmm cookies
sitting at Anfeys place eating macadamia cookies while he is out at poker ( Read more... ) -
Concern
I have always been so used to being single and I never had a problem with being alone or spending a night by myself but now that I am a couple I have become used to having Anfey around I am at such a loss as to what to do tonight now I have had a shift swap and I am not at work and he is, I started at 830am and finished at 5pm and he started 5pm ( Read more... ) -
Sick
I have been so sick this week it started out as just a bad case of hayfever and has slowly progressed into a flu and is slowly slowly getting better ( Read more... ) -
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I am feeling so much better now I have an outlet again that I dont always have to face up to I can come to whenever I feel like I need to!
I am so glad I am back LOL