I seriously cant help myself lol I have just spoken to him again, I rang and asked could I just have a moment to ask something he is so patient with me the poor thing ( Read more... )

I can do this! I can do this! I CAN do this ( Read more... )

at times I feel like I am ok and then other moments I feel like I will cry myself dry ( Read more... )

I know its silly but honestly it is the little things that matter..... to him the little things are a constant reminder that he is now single and is missing me. to me the little things are a reminder on that we will get thru this and will get back together.....but how do we decide what little things stay and what go if they are different reasons ( Read more... )

if i know its a temporary break up that we will get back together minimum of 3weeks max of 6months till uni is sorted........then why does it hurt so much, why am I constantly worried if he still cares or still wants me...........why can I not be strong like i am supposed to be ( Read more... )

the other night we had a massive fight and it has ended for now our relationship we have yelled and faught about it ( Read more... )

tomorrow night I am off work which makes for a change........usually working night shift but I am rostered on mornings instead so this gives me the time to spend a night with my Anfey and his friends. they are having a dinner/bbq thingy get together this will be the first time since new years we have hung out with them, only down fall is his ex ( Read more... )

the other day Anfey and I had a fight over time spent together and what we could do to make it more beneficial and more time for him to study. The big big fight turned into yelling and screaming and many tears fron both of us ( Read more... )

I am just tired and hormonal and bored on my holidays so this I know is silly but I miss Anfey and hate the fact we now have to spend so much time apart to get to the big picture ( Read more... )

10 things about me right now
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