down day today, I know I said I will forgive Anfey and I will I just having a bad day ( Read more... )

things have taken a turn for the good I beleive ( Read more... )

I have had up and down days again ( Read more... )

i got to work today and got told off a woman I work with who is a mate that one of the cellar staff who Anfey works with and is supposed to be Anfeys friend was asking what she knew re Anfey and I and that he said he read on facebook that we are over completely and never getting back together.......fucking facebook shits me because people are so ( Read more... )

I seem to go along for a few days alright then something little will happen and I panic and then start to doubt myself and the reasoning behind our relationship pause ( Read more... )

ok so Anfey has come home from his week at the academy and we have had a good chat ( Read more... )

last night was not a good night ( Read more... )

I had a good chat this evening with one of my supers at work she helped me sort thru somethings in my head......and she is right all my friends are right i need to believe in myself ( Read more... )

found this starsign in the paper the other day I read it and made me feel a bit better re the breakup/break thingy I am going thru ( Read more... )

today wasnt such a bad day....not too many times I had to sit and think about the stuff that is going on ( Read more... )