For awhile I had been lost to everything, I hadn't wanted to write cause I guess it meant facing some of the shit I have been thru and I don't always like facing stuff.
But now that things are going a bit better and well better but not 100% seeing there is always something I fuck up I and need to sort out in my head  I thought I may need this ( Read more... )

I am training again at work in a new job role and I am liking it, loving the training actually but just hating the fact I havent had a day off in 8 days and I still have 2 more days lol ( Read more... )

I have been such a slack arse lately I havent even been signing into my journal let alone writing anything in it. Silly woman I am I used to love writing my journal so much but just been to lazy or busy or both to do it lately.

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OMG I so dont know how Rahni does it.
She is mother to 2 kids and has a job and has a house to run and has a partner who need supervision at times LOL and she still manages to look happy and full of life! bitch LOL

I spend 2 days with them and I am a train wreck LOL

Love you Rahni your the most amazing woman my dear!

I ran into a guy I used to hang with the other week, I not sure if I mentioned it or not but he called into the club where I work tonight and we chatted a little and he asked me to go have a drink with him after I finished, I agreed but was a little nervous..............why? Well this guy is someone I used to fool around with on occasions in a ( Read more... )

I have been real slack about updating my journal and believe me I know I have cause my best mate Rahni keeps reminding me to update it for her to read it LOL so here we go Rahni here is your update LOL ( Read more... )

I was in Nowra on my weekend visiting Patrick.............yes back to calling him Patrick for the moment LOL ( Read more... )

I have been busy and so so tired lately ( Read more... )

Patrick is going to Melb for a week to some family gathering thing for Melb cup day and I hope he has a good time. I told him I wouldnt contact him for the time he was away so he could just concentrate on the family thing and have fun ( Read more... )

I am off to the Patricks place for the weekend, my weekend not the normal weekend.
Im excited to see his place and what his life is like down there and perhaps meet some of his friends and family down that way.