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Stoned bathtub thought
Loving people you can't have is nearly as bad as having people you can't love.
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Boundaries
I've been in some amount of conflict lately, feeling quite a bit like a rubber band stretched too thin. I'd predicted it for years, but was suprised myself at it's coming. The rubber band snapped, I crossed a line. My largest concern about indescretion was maintaining the ability to look myself in the eye. Yesterday I threw away my boundaries, ( Read more... ) -
Yearly...
Right so, one post a year it seems. I love coming back and reading everything, I'd ask me out if I could, my brain turns me on. My divergent selves seem to be merging, I'm not sure anymore where Zillah ends and Melissa begins, or maybe I've just been seeing too much of Melissa, I need to take the uptight hat off for awhile, I really miss my naughty ( Read more... ) -
Updates short and sweet
Once again revisiting old journal entries, once again feeling remorse about not writing more often. Been kicking around the idea of some kind of book to maybe sell for kindle on Amazon... at some point I'll need to make time for such things ( Read more... ) -
First thoughts of the day...
Ewwww... (upon realizing it's a work day)
and then...
omg I still wanna fuck something.
and then...
resignation to the day -
Still hasn't been a year
and I had a bunch of crap typed, then somehow it got highlighted and deleted... color me annoyed. Again going to try and make a point to get back here. -
Crs
Fuck, I forgot LJ again... But it didn't take me more than a year to remember this time... Still trying !
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Feelin bluesy...
I don't know if it's the weather... grey and rainy for 3 or 4 days now, I've lost count, or the fact that summer is financially harder due to my hours being cut at work (we're slow from may-august)and we are broke/behind all the frickin time, but I am feeling really bluesy, I can't get Adele's Rolling in the Deep out of my head and have been ( Read more... ) -
oops
Missed a couple days, went to the doc, got some blood drawn, tests show elevated liver enzymes. Scheduled for ultrasound on Monday. Suspicion on the gallbladder. Rebecca, my physicians assistant, who is WAY better than some doctor with a god complex, says that she was once told by a surgeon that the criteria for gallbladder issues was forty, fat, ( Read more... ) -
yawn
Had a good time at the party today, ate, danced, drank a little. Watched some funny motherfuckers. So tired again tonight, thinking I'm gonna have to break down and go to the docs, pretty sure my gallbladder is acting up. After my research online though I'm afraid to, I was reading that apparently it's harder to keep from gaining weight after it's ( Read more... )