it's funny how basically negative information can make you feel better. something that haunted me through the summer has finally gotten an answer, and it all makes perfect sense now. thank you :).

The second gig was better.

( Älymystö - Live @ Inkvisition III Rantakäännytys 23.8.2003 )

I'm not dead.
I'm not feeling dead either. :)

Isn't it nice - I almost never tell you what really happens in my life? :)
Don't worry, nothing too dramatic. I just don't find the current events in my life interesting enough for you.

But I'm alive, that was the point.

A while ago I realized that I have serious mental problems, and that I really need to get some professional help at some point. It was somewhat a strange feeling, really - well, perhaps you'll experience it some day too.

I'm already feeling quite normal again and most likely the doctor will have to wait.

my phone rings, sunday, about 11pm or so. unknown untraceable number.

( interview about periods )

over 30 degrees hot. c'mon, I live in Finland. Mr. Weatherman, what do you think we have sauna for? wake up and bring the temperature down by 5-10 degrees, mm-kay?

I really don't know a better translation for that trashcan where you put your old paper-trash for recycling. anyway.

( sleeping in a paper-trashcan )

Ok, I didn't do either of those yesterday. Man, I'm good. Can I go have a cigarette now?

I just realized why I always make twice as much coffee than I need. More than often, I manage ruin the first half by pouring spoiled milk to the cup.

Also, I still haven't had a day without tobacco nor alcohol. I'm starting to get a bit worried.

When she first came to our table, she greeted us with a friendly gesture of pouring her jug of cider on my friend's head. Then she proceeded to introduce herself by taking my friend's beer, and throwing it to the ceiling.

( Incident in a bar )