there have been plenty of things that kept me from sleeping at night ( Read more... )

life is so busy i don't even memorize the day anymore.
i like it this way, so i don't even have to think about all the things that have gone wrong.
i spend my nights re watching all seasons of veronica mars, it reminds me of kim and i watching it at home and talking on the phone at the commercial breaks. 
it's crazy how one day you can't seem to be ( Read more... )

sometimes it takes some good advice for me to see things clearly: don't make people a priority, when they make you an option. it's my biggest downfall. and i'm ready to change that ( Read more... )

i wish i didn't have so much responsibility ( Read more... )

while i layed there at that gravestone in the dark knowing nothing but souls surrounded me i knew you wouldn't let anything hurt me, i wish i could have done the same for you.  i love you, i mean forever.

life is far from fine right now ( Read more... )

ITS MY BIRTHDAYYYYY!!
WOO LETS GET THE PARTY GOING!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX!!
i love you!

i'm starting to feel hopeless on ever becoming the person i really want to be. i always feel like i make a couple steps forward and then either come to a hault or take a million steps back. i'm just so sick of life right now. it's not like anything is going bad, everything has been pretty alright lately but its just the underlying truth that i ( Read more... )

all i can manage to see right now is the bottom of this bottle.
hello rock bottom. how have you been?