gahh im extremely bored right now ( Read more... )

last night i did something completely out of character. but when did i even get this character. when did i become this extremely nice girl that just totally ignores her own feelings for someone elses. oh me trying to not let anyone down. but fuck that. i blame myself for thinking after all the stuff ive done for you, you might have actually cared ( Read more... )

gahh i hate being sick, i just got my voice back today and its amazing i was singing allll dayy. its still kinda squeeky though :/ everyone is out right now while im at home. im boreed.

life has gotten to the point where im numb to everything. can i borrow some emotion, i think ive lost my soul.

so my brother just left, and i felt fine and was like oh okay bye then all the sudden i started bawling uncontrollably. i just thought wow this is it hes going and not coming back. i havent been away from my brother for more than a week for 17 years. i guess i feel a little attached and now im sad.

im disappointed in a couple people right now. thank you for conforming to an asshole like everyone else. tomorrow going to Hollywood with kim. maybe. life as a house is such a good movie. i wish people weren't so predictable.

its really cold in my room ( Read more... )

okay so thanksgiving is in 2 days ( Read more... )

im cleaning right now ( Read more... )

i think i had like a nervous breakdown tonight ( Read more... )