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Pandemic ramblings of August 2021
There seems to be a pull every full moon to write. I’m not sure if you feel it too. There’s an energy I can’t deny and it keeps me up at nights and gives me energy during the day.
It’s been a little over a month since I was unwell and had to visit hospital so they could stop my bleeding. I lost 1.4 litres of blood in a day so I was admitted - the ( Read more... ) -
The 2:48am post
You know nothing good happens after midnight right? Or something to that effect.
And I shouldn’t look up people I haven’t heard from in a while.
Today I found out that I had been blocked from my soon to be ex-mother in law’s Facebook account and she has added the new girlfriend of B.
And there’s a whole new realm of heartbreak I never even knew ( Read more... ) -
Gah hormones
I’m putting it down to hormones. Usually I feel I cope quite well but I’ve been so teary and choked up.
Thankfully been keeping busy to take my mind off things. Otherwise my mind ventures to unhelpful thoughts and I feel I am at risk to myself though I know deep down is never self harm. I just want this hurt to be over with already.
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For the love of Brooke Fraser's music
I went to a Brooke Fraser concert last night and I am so in love with music.
I love that it draws me to places where I used it fro healing and the hurt that I once felt and the freedom I felt when I gave that up and fell in love.
It's been since 2004 that I've been listening to Brooke and I haven't been disappointed yet.
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chocolate
Must stop using chocolate as my crutch and fix all, when all it does is ruin my weightloss attempts.
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quickie post - house update
We had the waffle pod, now we have concrete in it - WE HAVE A SLAB :D
So we also got a new invoice for costs (ouch).
Ok studying... -
you see, you'll regret for nudging me
I am having a quiet Saturday night in. Me and the corrs on youtube. Brings me back to my high school years ( Read more... ) -
new camera
B is in the USA and duty free shopping, I've requested a camera and he's unsure, but we've just made a decision ( Read more... )