We leave the world void of dreams, void of warmth, void of life, our existence an elegant example of entropy taken to its conclusion. We look down upon the obviously self-destructive: "look at how pathetic they are," we say to ourselves from on high, "they are to be pitied, the users, the abusers." All to reassure ourselves as we metabolize in ( Read more... )

I rely on my emotions to take me through life. It hurts like hell but I can't imagine what it would be like if I didn't fall so hard and so fast at the drop of a hat.

Violet wands, transsexuals, jacuzzis, drinks named after superheroes, garments torn right off my body, secret displays of affection, beautiful women and sophisticated men, cats and dogs living together, mass hysteria, this post makes about as much sense as my night did. These are strange times and my life has gotten significantly more interesting ( Read more... )

I feel really stupid and embarrassed as hell. My brain is not operating well or even safely these days. If I am losing my grip on reality and seem bitter and irrational it's because I am just a human with weaknesses and failings. I am trying so hard to hold my head high and dignified. I am a mess but I've got to make it on my own.

The body's now free
Lock your heart in a safe place
But where is the key?

Un baiser, mais à tout prendre, qu'est-ce ?
Un serment fait d'un peu plus près, une promesse
Plus précise, un aveu qui veut se confirmer,
Un point rose qu'on met sur l'i du verbe aimer;
C'est un secret qui prend la bouche pour oreille ...

"Love is all a matter of timing. It's no good meeting the right person too soon or too late. If I lived in another time or place... my story might have had a very different ending." - 2046

In the old days, if someone had a secret (or something that couldn't be said to anyone else) they would go out to the woods, find a tree, and carve a hole into it. They would whisper their secret into the hole then cover it up with mud, leaving it there forever ( Read more... )

You have to move to the rhythm of it all. Don't ever stop, we can't stop until the music stops, and let me tell you, they've got a hell of a show in store for us. The music goes on in hidden rooms and behind secret doors, even when you can't hear it. Dance with your heart exposed, run and jump and crash into one another. Let yourself break and let ( Read more... )

This might be the craziest thing I've ever done. But I am happy and excited!