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I'm still alive.
And possibly, actually happy, for the first time.
But life, this life, is just an ongoing interpretation of an illusion that never ceases to baffle and teach.
So we'll see what tomorrow brings. With eager gratitude.
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New Chapter
Moved back into my Mom's. It's been a long time coming. It's been freeing and exciting, mentally anyway.
I did not fully anticipate how many shadows of ghosts I'd have to deal with being here again. Nearly every pivotal moment in the last twenty years of my life either began or ended here.
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Damnit
My dog is giving me that, "I want you to fuck me in the ass" look.
Posted via LiveJournal app for Android.
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Positive?
I'm the only negative voice in my life. I didn't die. so I must want to live. and if that's the case, why would I want to not enjoy life? I'm here for a reason. it's time to be good to myself. recognize the good things and be thankful. learn from the bad things and grow stronger. what else is there for me to do? self destruction never works out...
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Enough
I think today I'm making the decision to not be sad and upset over this shit anymore. It's negatively affecting every aspect of my life and it's not going to change. Time to accept, let go, and move on. Enough. I don't deserve this shit.
Posted via LiveJournal app for Android.
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Snow in New Orleans
Something finally cracked, or tipped, and everything fell apart ( Read more... ) -
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dreams can last forever
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Wow
I can't help but love my LJ at this point in my life. 10+ years of my life documented.
And I still use it. It's just all private now :P
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Happiness
The happiest song I know... the most beautiful girl I know... A job I'm really happy with... A successful band...
At the end of the day... Its the beautiful girl that completes my life
Fucking hell
Ive needed this for years. I deserve it... Gorgeous girl
I can't say I love you yet... but fucking hell
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Is this the real life?
I really need to talk to someone... I don't know whats happening to my life and it's scaring me. Things got better overnight. The girl of my dreams is crazier about me than I am about her... I have a computer again... I'm getting promoted soon... WHY DO I FEEL SO SCARED THIS IS EVERYTHING I'VE WANTED All I want to do is lay down and cry... I'm ( Read more... )