I've been a member here for a while but never posted before. I don't understand what is wrong with me. I have cut myself for years and recently I started burning myself. But for the life of me, I don't know why. I'm not happy but I'm not depressed either. I'm doing just fine. But I still have a urge to cut. or burn ( Read more... )

I haven't cut in a long time, about two years. Everything is going great. I am in a wonderful relationship, have a great job  - after 17 years of hell. So why am I thinking about cutting again. Is it addictive? I've been thinking about drinking and smoking again too. I've been sober for three years and haven't smoked for almost two. I miss it, but ( Read more... )

So, I was just thinking of posting in the community, then I saw the mod post . . . so I decided to definitely post this ( Read more... )

It has been so quiet on here, I really hope that means that you all are doing well.  Things here have been better.  I haven't cut since January even though I have successfully fought some pretty strong urges.  The last few days though, I've been feeling... an itch, I guess I'd call it.  Things have stabilized in my life lately, (although work is ( Read more... )

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I recently told my husband of almost 10 years that I had never actually stopped cutting. He had seen the scars on my wrist/arm/shoulder and had guessed what they were from although we never had the conversation. But, he had no idea I had still been doing (although maybe only 15 times in 10 years, and usually just over an existing scar or by ( Read more... )

ive been cutting or piercing myself scince i was about 7, and up until about age 13 or so it wasnt evena depression thing, it was how i proved to other people i was strong,and that i had a high pain tolerence, even piercing my own nipples at 10 because i was bored ( Read more... )

ive been missing an ex boyfriend/ex friend of mine. the reasons we became NOT friends were both of our faults, and he has a new girlfriend, neither of those are problems... we still exchange things by playing 'mission', where i sneak around his house and leave him something, and run away, and he takes it and tells me via pictochat on the ds that ( Read more... )

So far I have had 9 12 oz cokes today, I think I am addicted....