2amtomorning

Mod Hat - You're Not Alone

firebomber wrote in 2amtomorning Nov 09, 2011 11:33

A lot of us in this community struggle with various illnesses-physical, mental, and otherwise. We have been bullied, abused, and assaulted. We have seen our friends and family abused and assaulted, and some of us have been abused and assaulted by friends and family.

I would be very, very surprised to find someone in this community who has not ( Read more... )

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avec_bonheur wrote in 2amtomorning Nov 08, 2011 01:12

I'm suicidal and I'm so so scared.

I can't do it anymore. I can't. The thought of being here for a few more weeks makes me have panic attacks. I just can't.

I can't wake anybody up and say that I feel this way. I don't want to be a burden. I'm just so so so scared and I just can't do it anymore.

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nabbity wrote in 2amtomorning Nov 08, 2011 01:22

Happy Birthday ( Read more... )

This is the hand I have been dealt.

combat_youth wrote in 2amtomorning Nov 05, 2011 19:26

Through the heavy tears and gasps of air I somehow made it home last night without crashing my car. It had been days since we had spoken. Days since I awoke from your still body missing between the tangles of my limbs. I awoke in a state of panic, knowing immediately you had left me. In my sleep ( Read more... )

Horseshoes and Hand Grenades

genericambition wrote in 2amtomorning Nov 05, 2011 16:40

(NSFW and Probably Offensive.)

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Anesthetic

genericambition wrote in 2amtomorning Nov 05, 2011 16:35

(NSFW and Probably Offensive.)

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jawice24 wrote in 2amtomorning Nov 04, 2011 11:36

there's no one to talk to on this entire goddamn earth

Memories

mind_detonator wrote in 2amtomorning Nov 01, 2011 16:59

I still hate those horrible moments when it all comes crashing down that she's not here anymore. I feel like part of me just disappears. I feel like every part of myself has been winded out of me ( Read more... )

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boyonherbicycle wrote in 2amtomorning Nov 01, 2011 00:32

I'm afraid to tell my friend that the reason I can't look at her or talk to her in person is because she reminds me of myself when I had anorexia.

I'm afraid to tell her that I can't look at her because I want to throw up every time I do.

I'm also afraid that I'll go back to that, and I can't. It's hard enough to not think about the amount of food ( Read more... )

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qnesmeralda wrote in 2amtomorning Oct 31, 2011 02:30

Here I am sacrificing myself for people that I know dammed well wouldn't do the same for me. I feel so stupid. Why even bother? Just be a Bitch and kick them in their teeth like they deserve. I wish I wasn't as docile and nice to let myself get walked all over. When will I learn? I remember having this conversation with myself not that long ago. ( Read more... )