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[54m4n7ha]

i can't wait to get out of this city. i have fucked up all of my relationships with the people i love, made the bad relationships with the people i hate even worse, and even started screwing things up with people i don't know. besides i think anything worth doing is worth doing badly. my mother who watches celebrity rehab with dr.drew told me that

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[____velvet]

man, you just defined my thoughts exactly. where do you want to move?

[54m4n7ha]

new york.

[____velvet]

me too. southern new york..

[antilifequation]

ha, i just wrote that same thing about dr. drew a little earlier. weird. i still want us to hate, or at least strongly dislike, each other (and i'm sure we will) but i hope you don't stay in the kind of pain that makes you keep choosing them thangs.

[54m4n7ha]

i mean from what i hear you're still on the dope occasionally, or so you brag.

[antilifequation]

nah, i'm high on death. nobody knows who's doing what when it comes to dope. they (OR WE?) all lie about it, anyway. let's just assume it's in the water.

[54m4n7ha]

all's i'm saying is that you told josh and leslie that you have your own mexicans/you're going through clayton/or kims dude nickoli? you know it's all gossip anyways, i guess. even though we hate each other i hope you're doing well, you seem sad.

OBLIVION

[babarambob]

Pain is a great motivator for seekers of OBLIVION ~ the original sense of which is "no longer mindful or aware" but currently thought of as "forgotten to memory" ~ in any case, and I'm struggling to remember my point here, opiates are a common substitute for natural endorphins ~ those wishing to be "nowhere" go there ~ love & sex sometimes ease the pain ~ and alcohol is a cheap temporary fix ~ in the end we're back where we began, trapped in the karmic spider-web of bad choices ~ time to make a change, take control of your direction, help yourself by helping others ~ oh, and don't forget to VOTE!!!

Re: OBLIVION

[54m4n7ha]

i plan on going to vote tomorrow of course!

Re: OBLIVION

[babarambob]

good girl!!! ;)

[msmagdalene]

I know you never respond to me, return any calls or messages or comments i leave you but...

You're always welcome here. I may not live in the city, but the city is 2 hours away.

[frozen_barbie]

"i can't wait to get out of this city. i have fucked up all of my relationships with the people i love, made the bad relationships with the people i hate even worse, and even started screwing things up with people i don't know."

I feel the EXACT same way.