I always have this feeling in the back on my mind that i need to leave this state for a while and try to work for some bigger places more focus don techniques and better cooking credentials. My struggles with staying here always seem like i wont leave for that time. I have a "interview" for a restaurant in Las Vegas, and i have to wait to get a ( Read more... )

saying things you never tell anyone. Does that equal a form of safety? a form of respect... and ultimately a sense of trust?. 

My heart has fallen into the hands of someone special. I dont intend on these things!. but i'm more than happy to say.. i have not stopped smiling for six months ..

I just cant wait to be king!

ohhh huah huah huah huah!!! okay i'm done for now!... actually its been a while since i have let any of my thoughts out in this. i think i should... ( Read more... )

In my life i try to take the good with the bad. We all try our best to do the same... i just always se emyself reflecting on teh days i spent at terroir.. I loved that fucking place so much. i actually shed tears when that place closed. And now i just cant find my heart in the same spot its like i'm cooking on autopilot and i dont do that ever.. i ( Read more... )

God.

i know you have plans for me...

i just hope i can make memories still..and not lose the chance to make them with this one.

"Hold Your breath.and be scarred for the first time......."

 So i dont really have homework just work when i'm at home i suppose. The restaurant i work for is pretty rad. My Chef- Stu Stein (http://www.thesustainablekitchen.com/) Is very big on sustainability and being eco friendly. which the mor ei work with him and read up on i fucking ( Read more... )

and its time to start running again., i dno why i gave up last summer. if i didnt i'd probably be healthy as fuck.
 so sooner than later its time to get my ass in gear. kinda over being a fatkid. for a few years.
 word.

And I swear if I could take your pain
And frame it and hang it on my wall,
Maybe you would never have to hurt it all

"if i'd say go your own way, i'll be with you. make mistakes and i'll forgive you. home is waiting here for you when you return."
 this ones wearing thin....