i tried to get out of modern chinese history. but i couldnt get out of it. now i have 2 days worth of homework that i have to do. what the fuck dude. i might as well die. and the girl that i like is clearly not feeling the same way. what the fuck right? its always like this. every single fucking time. its like im cursed. i think i am.

classes start tomorrow. im not excited at all. well im not really happy right now. im in that down mood again. like nothing really sounds great ( Read more... )

i got to school. coming up here was hell. i hated it. and like being here for the first hour was hell too. but then i was just hanging out with the houghs and theyre pretty fun. we made fun of some people that go here and yeah. they made me feel better. and i saw everyone and theyre all like "oh i cant believe youre here. its so good to have you ( Read more... )

im pretty happy. everythings going pretty good. i get to skate everyday. and theres always something new. if only life was always like this

i made it to jersey. im in amelias orange room. i have wireless internet. theres a long story that i want to write about. but it takes long. so ill write about it later on. but yeah. im here. im homesick. im sad. i know that when i wake up all this feeling will go away. and ill feel better. and yeah. its gonna be fun

ive noticed that im a completely different person when im angry. well maybe not completely ( Read more... )

its my last day here. and im kind of happy about it. i get to leave the people here. like they might be cool sometimes. but then after all theyre only people. and people tend to piss me off time to time. like theyre all basically pathetic. they need to pick on someone to feel better about them selves. and when they get picked on their actions are ( Read more... )

theres this girl that i might like. but she lives here and i dont. so its not going to work out. which is a bummer. i was about to score some the other day. but then i told the guy that ill get back to him. and i realized that theres a time and place for everything. like i can drink during the summer. but not at school. at least not on campus. and ( Read more... )

i am leaving this week. the time finally came. schools starting. madness. but yeah i realized. that i need to keep myself busy. and thats how i stay happy. so i met my old "friend". like i went to school with him for a month before i went to the states. and yeah i went to his house and i met bunch of people there. so ive been hanging out with them ( Read more... )

today i lost my concert virginity. it went fairly well. i saw madina lake. and i was out in the front. and people started moshing. the some chump steps on my toe and the nail cracked. so that pissed me off. after that i saw hadouken, enter shikari, and bright eyes. its sad to say, but connor only played new songs. and i havent listend to his newest ( Read more... )