a public post to let everyone know that this is mostly a friends-only journal. i shall be creating a new one soon, which will be public. if you'd like to find out, or read more.... add me, and i'll see if i want to add you back. odds are, i'll love you. i'm a pretty easy girl to win over. ;)

see melissa? even the QUIZ thinks you're in love with me! just admit it, will you??

the more the days go on, the more i feel like my life is a living, breathing sitcom. which i suppose is nice in some ways - keeps me entertained for the most part. but why can't any of the sappy happy endings happen ( Read more... )

i haven't updated since the last entry because i've noticed that people seemed to have started to judge me. it's funny, you try not to give the whole story of your life to people because a) you don't think they want to hear it and b) want some privacy and don't think they NEED it, and suddenly you have people telling you that you're on the road to ( Read more... )

my life has become a living, breathing soap opera. nothing that wasn't of my own doing, i know, but i find it somewhat amusing that my life - that was so unbelievably ordinary and plain - is now full of drama and sex ( Read more... )

sometimes i just wonder how the hell am i going to do this.... how the hell does ANYONE do this...

you know what i hate? when i have friends online that i thought i really had a bond with who suddenly stop talking to me and won't respond to any form on contact i try. why do i get the feeling i'm being avoided?

::grumbles::

i didn't think today would end quick enough. and it's sad, because now that's closing, i feel like i want to go out somewhere. i just don't have the energy. i woke up this morning to my alarm, feeling like i never would make it out of bed. so i did the coward-like thing to do, which was call jamie and tell her that i wasn't going to make it in ( Read more... )

...yes, so here is the new journal with a new name and a new look. i decided to sort of stray away from fervently because some people know about it when i don't want them to. so yeah... here's the new place.

i would write more, but my head feels like it's about to spin off of my shoulders and i really should get some sleep. more to come later, i'm