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listening to the democratic debates and eating ice cream trying to reflect on this week/weak.
its gotten alot colder here, you can smell it in the air and feel it on your lovers face when they come in from outside or when you just stand close to the window. as well the past few days being cold thay have also been dark, wet and quite gloomy. it started on saturday when the wind picked up just after dark, early in the afternoon. it was too ( Read more... ) -
san sebastian
Llegué en España aproximadamente una semana hace. Entré en tren de París donde permanecí con mi hermano. Fui en París por sólo uno noche pero fui lo suficiente para mí. Fuimos a un fiesta de VIP para el muscians en un bote´ en el Río de Sene. Bebimos batidos y comimos mucho queso e incluso bailamos algunos. Danny hace realmente bien, él está como ( Read more... ) -
ihateyou
im so angry. i let people treat me awful all the time. people take advantage of me. errrrrrrrrr ( Read more... ) -
curry
wow this is really the best summer ever. i am so glad it is friday night and i have nothing to do and no hopes for having any fun at all. yes this is really great. no im not being sarcastic ( Read more... ) -
really fucking cool.
i didnt get out of bed today until 3pm even though i had been awake since 940am. i was supposed to go to the bank but that wasnt a convincing enough reason to get up for me. mike called me about sending him a script around 1pm, i lied and said i had been up for nearly an hour. than around 2 my dad called. i remembered it was his birthday and ( Read more... ) -
lessons on how to have fun for nearly free while living in manhattan.
lesson one: leave the house as little as possible ( Read more... ) -
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the wind picked up and blew the sun away along with some dying potted plants off my fire escape. just minutes before i was drinking coffee outside in the sun. now im waiting for the rain, they say thunderstorms all night. its begun. coming down hard and sideways, smelling sweet like basements and grass. now i wont feel guilty for spending my day ( Read more... ) -
so high. nauseous and love sick.
its raining slightly, warm heavy air. i couldnt eat even though i just spent the last 30 minutes in front of the stove preparing my meal- chopping onions their sweet scent makin me cry, sauteing crisp green spinach and frying tofu. but i cant eat, i cant even stand i feel week all over. too high ( Read more... ) -
pacing.
when i arrived at lisas house yesterday afternoon the construction workers were still there. i paced around the kitchen for a while trying to think of what house work i could do despite my back hurting and the workers being there. i put in a load of laundry and went home i took a pain killer and paced some more (im not supposed to sit for long ( Read more... )