( nothing very exciting. )

I just spent my evening sat on the sofa with my new Church friend and him watching Scrubs, because my Church friend is actually living with us at the moment and I didn't want to cancel my now-usual Tuesday hang-out with him, and it just kind of happened that way. It was very strange. It actually went ok - they seemed to get on well. I, however, ( Read more... )

My psychologist always asks me to define happiness.

“You talk about not being happy, but what is happiness? What does happiness look like?”

I struggle to answer that question. What is happiness? It's so long since I remember feeling it, truly feeling it, that the answer remains elusive as ever. The whole world desires this 'happiness', but does ( Read more... )

( i don't like talking. )

( Three good things happened on Monday. )

( But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far. )

In therapy today I had to play with a yoyo. I am not joking.

Psych day today. Last week I was feeling rotten so I didn't bother to try and schedule this week's appointment so that I would miss the least school, and just took whatever she suggested, and I'm rather appreciating that now. Because of the train times there is no point in me going into school before hand, and I won't get back to school until lunch ( Read more... )

Things are just not good at the moment. They're pretty bad, really ( Read more... )

I have ridiculously weak concentration ( Read more... )