She doesnt know if this is going to work anymore...she doesnt know what she wants....but I know im completely miserable. I cant lose her, I KNOW I can change.

This is the worse feeling ever.

I cant stop crying, I just ugh I dont know. Im fucking happy. For once. Things are perfect. I LOVE EVERYONE.

I have always had a problem with long term commitments, for the simple fact that I have always lost interest. Very very short attention span, so when my ex gf asked why I havent lost interest in Vanessa its because she trys just as hard, she makes my heart smile. Take away how fucking beautiful she is and shes still amazing, I love my girl. Im ( Read more... )

Im in love and my friends, family and everyone else has said its been the best thing for me because they have never seen me happier. And I am completely happy with her. For the first time in forever this feels so right. I make it through these nights hearing her voice and thinking of when I am going to see her again. So I spoke to my mom, and ( Read more... )

God I love her so fucking much.

"its me and you forever and ever girl ( Read more... )

because my heart is in ohio.

worse fight we ever had.
everything is on the line.
I just dont think this is
going to end up going well.

every tear I shed last night while holding her, she shed even more, and told me all the things I have been waiting to hear. Shes gone and I dont know when Im going to see her again. My heart hurts..but she said she was going to come back..I just dont want to do anything..I just wish I could go with her.

I dont want her to leave. Shes been here since thursday and im just a mess right now. Shes sleeping, and its just so good to hold her and fall asleep with her. I hate distance. Im going to cherish this while I can.