I'm going to bed now ( Read more... )

I was soo nervous ( Read more... )

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daddy is drinking again ( Read more... )

I always think of myself this way. but i'm not comfortable with all the things I carry. hence this journal. I wish I could be this way with everyone i know...but I can't bring myself to be that way ( Read more... )

I was looking up stuff on abortion online..because i've become obsesive ( Read more... )

I write this here, because I have to say it..and my identity is soo buried in this journal, that i feel safe enough to put it here ( Read more... )

I'll unravel him ( Read more... )

if not, let me know ( Read more... )

i feel soo alone and afraid sometimes.

i wonder if i'll ever be able be normal - that is, take care of myself.

at 29, this is not where i would have thought i'd see myself

i know i can do anything, but for somereason i'm simply to afraid to try.