it's raining right now so that means I really have nothing better to do than to ramble ( Read more... )

This is my very first post on my shiney new laptop! it's so cute I love it! it needs a name. I already named my new pc Ping. Not sure why, it just sort of looks like it'll make a lot of "ping" noises if it's a happy computer. The Laptop however, not sure. We'll decide sometme I'm sure ( Read more... )

Today on the bus a lady came running at full speed waving her arms to the stop. It seemed like any other "just about to miss the bus" frantic action, but when the lady rushed in, it was a full enslaught of emotion. She was sobbing full heartedly, not caring that the tears were streaming down her face and she looked a complete mess. She couldn't ( Read more... )

Crazy cousin don is out of the loonie bin...great...just my luck, I was just getting used to answering the phone for his brother Darrell (not crazy, nice man, is a policeman... who lives close by...thankfully) and what happens, I stupidly pick up the phone! So I hung up on him. The psycho recognizes my voice...he sounded less crazy but I was not ( Read more... )

( RGH! )

so I'm still walking like an old lady, though I have upgraded to a smoother hobble. I don't jerk half as much as Ozzy any more. Which is a good thing. Though I can't stand for very long without pain, and I can't sit for very long without pain. Laying down is the best bet. It really sucks, I want to run and yesterday good music was playing at work ( Read more... )

I went to the doctor about my hip. Turns out I have...Bursitus or something equally weird sounding. Spent the afternoon navigating the LRT system. Brief moments of panic hearing a guitar in the terminal. Only to find out it was a haggered old hoboman playing. Maybe its a sign! I ate a Fat Frank's Hot Dog with my mom. Expensive for a cheese dog ( Read more... )

I can't walk. I woke up this morning and my left leg when 'thunk' and it hurts to walk. It feels like I threw my thigh bone out of place or something. It's just awkward and painful and I thunk when I walk. And it burns in some places. It's really weird.

so I talked and cried with my mom a lot about my day today. She brought up some very good points, that A, I do psych myself out too much. and I do get easily flustered when I'm set with a new task. I have unrealistic ideals of perfection. And I set out to achieve them the very first times and get very upset when I can't meet them. And B, I also ( Read more... )

why can't nice things happen after bad things. Why can't when one thing goes wrong, two things will go fantastically right?? But that just is not the case ( Read more... )