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i miss this place
But of course, I miss how it once was, not what it has now become ( Read more... ) -
perfect timing
I write this hasty post from Christian's computer. Because apparently, my laptop is so screwed up it's BEYOND the blue screen of death now. Just black, black, and more black ( Read more... ) -
Down to the final weeks already.
Can it really already be nearly the end of my maternity leave? Yikes: it flew by so much faster this time since I was so much busier ( Read more... ) -
if you notice missing "w's," it's my keyboard, not me
Ugh, how does this happen? I still have emails from October and even AUGUST that I haven't responded to. Not to mention comments and things.
One of these days...
I'm going to set aside time each week to do these things in small increments. Because otherwise it'll never happen. -
Caden is here.
Caden was born almost two weeks ago (6/9). No induction necessary! And no NICU, complications, or any surprises after birth. In all, Caden is healthier than I was daring to hope ( Read more... ) -
Almost had a baby tonight.
I had a doctor appointment today, and the doctor wanted to induce me. Caden is not growing as much as he should be, so she's concerned about leaving him in. But at the same time, she called the perinatal clinic and they discussed the risk of that versus the risk of his heart condition--the cardiologist wants Caden in as long as possible in the ( Read more... ) -
More than "pregnancy brain"
I am having trouble keeping track of everything ( Read more... ) -
spring
I couldn't help myself: I planted my mums and some seedums outside today (plants I had kept indoors all winter to ensure they survived the winter). Weather is back to spring ( Read more... ) -
reaching the shallows
Thank you all for the support and comments on the last couple entries. I can't express how important your support was and still is ( Read more... ) -
losing the lottery; winning the jackpot
I'm not pulling any punches. This post is dark and selfish and raw. I've been crying for the past two days, and this post will reveal the honest thoughts that I would never tell anyone face-to-face ever. But it's my journal, and if I can't be honest with myself (and by extension, you) I would be less than I am ( Read more... )