I am feeling better today. My mood has slightly lifted. I've been trying to figure out what intimacy is, or rather what people think it is. I've been getting some interesting answers from different people. It's a strange word that can encompass so many other principles. Do you have to trust someone to be intimate with them? Are there any ( Read more... )

This is an awful day. Simply awful.

Despite the face that I haven't left the house yet today, it is kind-of a nice day. I think I am going to go to the store, buy a chair, and then sit in it outside.
I miss all of my friends that are far away. I keep buying windinleaves small presents because I miss her so much. Even though I've never really spent time with wistfuljen I miss her too. I feel like I ( Read more... )

In other news Arian is apparently working for the president this weekend. He is making video content for his little presidential party. How fucked up is that ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do, my new shoes came and they are very large. But this is the smallest size available. They only weigh about one ounce, and so they stay on my feet. It appears as if my foot is floating in the middle of some boy shoes. But they are made out of this special material, and it warms up with my feet in it. Should I just keep ( Read more... )

someone snuck into my yard today, ripped up one of my squash plants and buried a peanut in its place. A shelled peanut, right in the hole where the plant had been. Who would do such an odd thing?

Something new. . .

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I was writing a funny scene about a boy, and then I came across something I wrote a long time ago. All sorts of sadness and desperation. I forgot there was a point in time in which that boy didn't want me. I only remembered him in his tattered rainbow scarf. Now I don't know if I can finish my happy little story ( Read more... )

Being off the pill seems to be increasing my sex drive. Could the pill have been stunting my desire all of the years?

I just got done talking to my friend Josh online. I really like him sometimes. Talking to him makes me feel younger and more interesting. I need more friends like that. As soon as I get famous surely more people will talk to me ( Read more... )