to the port I see the lighthouse
through the sleet and the rain.
and I wish for one more day to give my
love and repay debts.
but the morning finds our bodies
washed up thirty miles west.

about whether or not anyone likes me. i harbor a VERY STRONG dislike for over seventy-five percent of the people i've ever met. i don't go to work to make fucking friends, i go because i have to pay for stupid shit like my car to take me to work. no, i don't go to college anymore. yes, i know i should go back. i don't want to fucking talk about it ( Read more... )

I haven't updated this thing for real in a long time, mostly because things were going the same as they always do and I'm tired of saying the same things over and over. I just wanted to write a little about some stuff because I'm in a really awesome mood right now. The past few days have been a LOT of fun. I actually had a really amazing new year's ( Read more... )

i started playing FF again. i need a distraction. i do not wish to go into it. i really did try, but you know, it doesn't matter. because people always let you down.

i know that this is what you want
you know that you are not alone
i need you like water in my lungs

eleven more days

i dont know, im scared

sometimes i really wonder whether or not anyone can stand being around me. i just feel like i get on everyone's nerves. and it's like, why don't people just TELL you how they feel about you? like how the hell am i supposed to know how to act around you when i have no fucking clue whether or not you even want me around? i just don't know. i feel ( Read more... )

Once said, always said.
I will hold the past over your head.
I'll speak my mind whenever I feel slighted.i feel like such a jerk ( Read more... )

heidi is the funniest person alive. she said "devious rectum"

i still love you tanya <3

hooray for a good day!

even though i was angry for like five hours straight because of work. but other than that, hooray for a good day!

i'm crazy. or so i've been told.

whatever. it doesn't matter. because i'm a lot of other things besides crazy.

and i love it.