All my cleaning contracts are overdue and i'm letting everyone down, I need to email *everyone*, I've got no money, and I'm starting at uni soonsoon. Everyone has been so nice and supportive, and I want to thank everyone for the whip round and for saying nice things to me, and especially Maddie has been so good to me, but since I got back the only ( Read more... )

• Nice night at the last Betty Ford last night. Although, I'll admit there are a few blank spots, and apparently I had to be propped up to keep me from falling over towards the end. A few familiar faces (no names though) and some nice new people.
• I have dome some paintings, and some of them aren't terrible. This bodes well.
• I have an appointment at the ( Read more... )

Things I've done today:

• Filled out JSA form online
• Collected a dustbin from a nice lady on Freecycle.

Dust bins cost about 15 quid! this is an outrage.
Later, naughty indian takeout (cos I saved 15 quid on the dustbin, obviously) and Get Him To The Greek.

Mum is in hospital. It's all a bit shit.

That is all.

Have been neglecting my LJ and the new blog (and my friends and my school work and my mother) for the last few weeks. Just haven't felt like being a person really. Have been depressed, but sort of didn't notice so just been getting on with it really.

Last day at jobplace tomorrow, then there will be time, oh there will be time.
I intend to:

• Do a lot ( Read more... )

I inherited a big tropical fish tank via Ruth and Paul as a late birthday present a couple of weeks ago.
It was *disgusting* and smelled bad and was *full* of lethargic fish and millions of tiny water snails.


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Scored an interview at Kings College on 3rd March, with the Nutrition & Dietetics dept. This is definately my first choice, but it's really competetitve. Went to an open day last year and they said there were 20 applicants for every place on my course.  Bricking it. Have to be amazing ( Read more... )

bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored

Things, they are afoot.

• We are booked to go to a snowboarding festival in April. Very. Excited. Although, have never actually snowboarded, so really hoping I take to it. Have plans to go to a training day thing at the Hemel Hempstead slopes (birthday present from Red) soon.
   
• Had to cancel plans to go to Edinburgh for xmas shopping and awesomeness due ( Read more... )

I have an interview tomorrow (yay!) and I'm being a big girl about it. I don't know what to wear ( Read more... )

Had one sneaky fag last night, again sitting in my room with coffee, trying to relax before I did my Biology homework. After work, when I'm not doing anything else is definately my most difficult time. Still much better though: B ( Read more... )