im exhausted.

im one busy bee, no friends, no naps, just school and work. my life now consists of being on time. i have no time to stop and enjoy myself, its just minutes on the clock.

all this work, but yet i have no money.

i got a new car. its a green 95 taurus. nothing spectaculer, but it moves ( Read more... )

i got in a car accident today. i was leaving school and two people infront of me slammed on their brakes. my car is totalled. but thankfully im not. ive got a few bruises but nothing major. i only had the buick for 2 months. and now i have nothing. i only have about 1000 dollars in the bank, therefor i cant really get another one. so what am i to ( Read more... )

i went to mall today, alone. ive never felt more like charlie brown in my life.

you know what i hate more than people cutting down trees, people cutting each other down. no false advertisements here.

first exam went very well today, id say only 3 wrong. i celebrated by making brownies and taking a 2 hour nap. now im waiting for nathan to pick me up. ABU-TIME? yeah i just made that up.

so me and brandon are "officially" dating as of the 18th ( Read more... )

tonight was fun. real fun, which i hadnt had for quite some time. i needed an awakening, something small, i felt it coming on for the past week now. im sick of just being. i never do anything that makes me happy. im not fine. so dont ask me how im doing. because you probably wouldnt even care ( Read more... )

ive been stressed lately. ive been holding back on what makes me happy. im not meant for this whole school thing, but yet i still carry on with it, because its "the right thing to do." i dont know where i stand. i dont recognize the world around me. im distant to those i love. the only person i see is brandon now. its him i think about when i wake ( Read more... )

today was a very cold day.

and im not talking about the weather.