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A heart-shaped day with red all over my face
Isn't it so hard to turn away from sexual temptations when it's already laid out in front you?
I can try to flee away from those that make me stumble. I can try to turn a blind eye on those that make me fall. But when it's there in front of me, winking and flirting at me and coaxing me with that nice grin, I just can't help but dumbly follow.
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The Holiday
Iris: Because you're hoping you're wrong. And every time she does something that tells you she's no good, you ignore it. And every time she comes through and suprises you, she wins you over, and you lose that argument with yourself, that she's not for you.
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Arthur Abbott: Iris, in the movies, we have leading ladies ( Read more... ) -
EMOncipation of kiko
Have you ever experienced grave disappointments from having to chase after a very enticing piece of bait for miles and miles, but then when you finally touch it with your fingers, you find out that it's nothing but an inedible, rubber chew toy?
I've been through a lot of disappointments in my short 24 years of existence. Those were times where I ( Read more... ) -
Kapag walang magawa si Kiko...
Melanie Marquez and Saint Peter meet at the gates of heaven.
MM: Where am I?
SP: Welcome, Melanie.
MM: Oh. My. God.
SP: Not exactly. But you will meet Him inside.
MM: Wa-what? I cannot be dead. I am one of the last living Ms. International na buhay!
SP: Unfortunately, the plane you were riding crashed.
MM: Oh no...we had a planecrash-ed?
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How am I supposed to feel? (Part 2)
There he was.
After almost two months of not seeing him, there he was, standing and smiling widely at me.
I nodded towards him. He waved back.
I thought, "Aba, he's friendly today." Afterthoughts of my bitterness over our spoiled friendship came back to me in huge waves, but I shrugged it off. I was no longer hung up on that hurting memory anymore. ( Read more... ) -
ha. haha. ha fuckin haha.
"Hindi ka na nagbago..."
I was hurt. I wanted to scream back, I was pissed off. I really feel as though nothing I do will ever suffice. Sounds cliche-ish, but in my case, it's true.
I once poured out my sadness to you, crying about the injustice of our boss and how I felt so deprived. I took a risk. I opened my heart, wanting to find someone who ( Read more... ) -
not a friend...
You have no idea of the anguish, misery and heartache I have lived through because I have never considered you 'friend' enough to know the intimate details. The small things I have let slip to you about my unhappiness resulted in condemnation from you, and no sympathy, empathy or support. My true friends were there when I needed them and as such ( Read more... ) -
sssshhhhh....
SHORT VERSION:
I'm super tired.
I wonder why sometimes I find myself wanting to detach from this reality, from this world. I get this urge to close off all means of direct communication (e.g. cellphone, landline, instant messenger and the likes.) and spend the day without having a decent conversation with anyone.
I stare into space for hours, ( Read more... ) -
Citrus Tears
As I was peeling an orange a while ago, some of the juice squirts got into my eye, and they stung like hell. I couldn't see for a while, and I blinked over and over again, hoping to rub the sour substance away.
After a few seconds, tears started spilling from that eye and I couldn't help it. I simply rubbed the tears away, while still trying to see ( Read more... ) -
Freak
Argh.
What's worse that having no one think you're cute?!
Having a 40-ish, closeted gay, total stranger tell you that you are on your elevator ride..
Tang inang bakla yan.
He asked my age, my job, and my cellphone number! Not just that but he was asking when I'm free so he could fetch me and go on a date somewhere. Damn.
Then he started saying, " ( Read more... )