Waiting for your release over me, like

Drowning in a two foot sea, I quietly seek out

Your green eyes. Like mine, softly speaking, in a

Single blink, a flash, a clash of reality and mist.

The things I miss, in this place of solitude, eludes me,

As if to say that it is a different reality far and away.

But I remember the hell we shared, lying there, ( Read more... )

Hey there, all my lovely people out there. I hope that the new years brought good times and maybe a little change. I am looking for a change. Just something different that will be the immediate gratification to this shitty place. 
Still in Korea. 
Still not crazy about it. 
Still hating my unit, but greatful for the few friends that I have.
 My ( Read more... )

Bleeding in my own, the ringing becomes raging

and I am feeling up my own insecurity.

Silence in the hall I'm demanding,

And you are commending admits all your screaming

telling me the job was well done, but not yet finished,

that you would stop screaming if I would just listen.

And I can't respond, and I can't breath

and you just stand there and ( Read more... )

Today has been one of those days I so often like to write about here in live journal. I got up at 0330, was at work by 0400, and have been here ever since. It is now 1900 and only 14 more hours to go. Since when did 24 hour duty stop being 24 hours? It's all good though. Exercise preperation takes presedence anyway, so I have actually been working ( Read more... )

I am so pissed right now. I am a PFC in the US Army and I have to deal with everything on my own. My unit didn't do shit to help me get my contract to get my money. I had to have my mother waste her time and money to get a hold of my recruiter and chase down those papers. The bonus is 11 months over fucking due. I finally get the paper work and ( Read more... )

Time is slow, and yet I only want it hurry, to fly, so I can breath, away from here. Korea is smothering me and I am ready to go home.

Things are starting to go a lot better around here. I finally am getting promoted tomorrow. The job is stressful, but I feel a sense of completion for it at the end of the day. I feel like I did something. Helping to protect half of a country from the other half is a pretty cool job. Its been a little hectic with so many people missing, but we are ( Read more... )

Bitter, violent resolution, with words of
silk you enter a quiet place, a deepening place.
With the haste of that same silk, you slide down into 
the depths of my soul, to know my love as I am love
and to fold yourself into my warmth. Picking carefully, 
like bloody rose bushes, you find your words. I, in 
deepest gratitude, return word for 
word, petal ( Read more... )

One cigarrette. Your friend, in his drunkeness,
you remembered my name,  what a quiet complimant.
Invitations to a dinner and then  a sporty little bar,
The hints and suggestions not yet taken too far. 
You were...so big...in the lime and tequilla, you were, 
unknown, or at least your sexual deviance, was lost
to  my innocence. Your blood money from Iraq ( Read more... )

Yeah, Nickie is pregnant. I nearly hit the floor when mom told me. All I could keep saying was "OH MY GOD OH MY GOD" and mom said that that is all that has been said around there. I actually got a hold of Nickie today and it felt so good to just be able to hear her voice. She started off by saying "I love you. I miss you." and it really bothered me ( Read more... )