I made a new one but good luck trying to find it ( Read more... )

After what I hope was my final hopsital visit, I think I'm moving on to places where I am loved better and harder by people that matter. I'm not talking about LJ, but this area of the internet and the people who know of this URL have negative connotations with me. Not you guys, my friends, but the uninvited readers who have made my life ( Read more... )

Hello warm walls
and the wires inside,
Hello cold floors
Green-blue like the tide,
Hey bathroom stalls,
Hey notice board,
Hey swinging doors,
It's a big wide ward.

I just realised that for the last three years I was getting the shit treatment for no reason!

My self-esteem has doubled twice. I'm thinking so much clearly now. I'm not actually "fat", my ex-boyfriend just sicced his friends on me to tell me I was so, or told me I needed to lose weight ( Read more... )

I would come to visit you at work ( Read more... )

Hunger-hungry Hungary.
"Eat!" Eaten ate.

I hope to lose 3lb before the week is up.

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I have been training twice a week at the gym by running for two hours and cycling for one hour. I burn more calories than I eat, and when I think about this fact it makes my heart b-b-beat a few skips faster. I'm losing weight and the thought of this makes me feel so warm and comforted. I understand now that when I am my goal weight, I will be ( Read more... )

I think William Blake is definately over interpretted. I had to sit through four gruelling hours of lecture from four middle class pensioners wearing suits and holding pointy canes. Je suis not amused! Please! While one man pointed out that the chimney sweeper was just a symbol of the restrictive era, another rambled on for half an hour (in between ( Read more... )

Oh, ho, ho!

I think I might be getting better with this charcoal pencil. While it's still too thick, and very dark, I've managed to make some pretty okayish drawings:


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