i want to be happy.
i can't stop these stupid nightmares.
i don't know anymore.
i don't care.

this month=one of the best so far ( Read more... )

Guilt What is yours? Explain yourself Culinary: S'mores.
They're tasty, k?
Literary: Anything written by Chuck Palahniuk. Um, no. Just read the books, man.Audiovisual: hahaha... yes, man. Project Runway. Ok, I don't think anyone can say that they don't love that show. But anyway, it's addicting. Like f-in' myspace. Ha.
Musical: The oldies I ( Read more... )

we're moving

i don't know if i want to anymore

i do...but i really don't

oh and i hate rude people. HATE.

i'm not sure how i feel about this. just my life, in general. i'm a bad person and i've come to terms with that. but if some of you only knew what i was thinking these last couple of days...ha. well, you don't. anyway. it's valentines day again. and i'm single. again. and i guess i'm not bitter or anything. i mean, really, it is only one day that ( Read more... )

weird things happen to me. i guess, not so much weird, as bad. haha. anyway, yesterday started out decent enough. i went and opened a checking account. brennan called me. we went to pick up melissa and we all hung out. the best word for it would be chill. but, i'm serious. haha. we went to the mall so brennan could pay his cell phone bill, walked ( Read more... )

i can't help but want to stay awake. he broke mom's arm today. she won't let me take her to the hospital. still. i feel so useless. helpless. i'm tired, but i'm not. everything else i'm feeling is overruling that. i've been so sick the last few days. and it's messing with me too. i just don't have enough in me to fight anything or be of any use. it ( Read more... )

i'm extremely happy with my life right now.
i love everyone so much.
yes.

( only 60. )

i put my two weeks in today. i feel like a huuuge weight has been lifted.
ah, no work. sounds soo good.