I am currently seeing what is like my 6th therapist ever. She told me that I am amazing and that I entrigue her. I realized after talking to her the first time, that I know myself. I realize why I am the way I am, and why I react the way I do to things. I officially have my religion figured out. I am wiccan, with no help from anyone but my own ( Read more... )

I am worried about you... Where are you? I can't call you... I can't see you. I am tempted to write to you, but I can't find stamps. I want to send Sara to find you, but she is working. Oh bothersomeness. Well I love you, incase you get to read this somehow.

Death, beseech me. Love, evade me. My heart grows weary with its torment and pain. My mind is clouded with stormy thoughts of destruction and the feel of my face upon the cold damp floor. The aching, and everyone shuns me. The torture, and I am alone. I feel the hurt of watching you die. I remember with every haunting vision that passes through my ( Read more... )

It is 12:23 in the morning, on the 21st of september, 2004. It is my 20th birthday. This has just ended the longest, saddest, and worst year of my entire life. Happy ending for me.

Love for all who read this.

HI!!! New life. Thats all.

Love for all who read this.

Life hurts always. And you take it with a grain of salt, and you say "This too shall pass." And you love and you learn and you hurt. And when you die, you say you lived. You grow up when you get there, when life gives you lessons and you learn what you are given. And you fill every day of your life with your words and thoughts and feelings, and you ( Read more... )

Sorry to everyone who commented on my journal recently, or e-mailed me. Even though my computer is up and running, having internet, is not yet. I am at Jax's right now. So that is why I didn't reply or answer or call if the case came to it. I didn't read anything until today, and I still haven't checked my e-mail. So I am sorry if you thought that ( Read more... )

So I am moving out of my house! REALLY... Like by monday, all of my stuff will be out of my parents house. I will finally have my own room. I of course have a room mate, because I could never live alone... Too paranoid :) I am starting to move in tomorrow ( Read more... )

OH Kate! I love you. I don't know what to do with you though. Oh bothersomeness. OH SO... HYPER ( Read more... )

I am going to be alone for a while. Finally figure myself out, and fix myself. Because I have needed to do this part on my own, I just didn't have the time or motivation to before. I want to finish my report and become healthy and stuff. So I am not going to see anyone for a long time probably. If you call me, I will talk probably though. I just ( Read more... )