Edu day 14

[apples4alice]

This is a public post, the Internet on my phone is not working as well as it should so to those trying to add me, I apologize and will add you as soon as possible.

To those who are commenting thank you, you have no idea how much it means to sign into my email and see that some people still care about me.

I was going to ask the ultimate question...

Comments

[swidlet]

Of course we'll care.

I haven't been commenting because I don't really know what to say. I've never gotten bad enough to be put in recovery, but I'm glad you're getting the help you need.

I don't know if you remember, but on the Pro-Ana-Nation site... we support you in whatever you're doing, whether it be recovery or losing.

Hopefully things are going well for you there. All the best, always.

Love
Lara

[apples4alice]

Oh thank you lovely, I know how hard it is to say something when your struggling also so I do appreciate it xoxo

[dyingbones]

:( I don't comment on your posts simply because I have no idea what say. I've never been in recovery and I've never had a BMI lower than 18.5. I don't know what it's like to be in your shoes but I can honestly say that I care about you. Every time one of your posts pops up, I cross my fingers and my heart squeezes because I hope to God you're doing well. Each time I think to myself: 'I should comment. She should know I'm here and reading.' But then I don't because - what can I say? I realise now that I can say this

[xfattyxl]

This! :)

[apples4alice]

Lol Ellie (hope I spelt that correct)
You know I love you
Xoxo

[xfattyxl]

yay you did and ily too :)

[xfattyxl]

well those people arent your friends and are probably wannas anyway hun. everyone else loves you for you and youre proper friends want you on the mend x

[apples4alice]

So true, thank you, you are so insightful (though I know you will reject that compliment) but it's true, you always say the right things. I don't know how to thank you enough for all your support xoxo

[xfattyxl]

no il agree with that just to surprise you ;] thanks hun and youre welcome x

[crunchie_angel]

My darling Alice
we could not care or love you more so than what we already do. you are such a strong beautiful person that to see you fight this will bring such joy and pride into my heart. You are a wonderful friend who is always there for others even when your fighting for right to your own life- i envy you for that courage and ability to do that!! Your right pro ana & recovery dont go hand n hand, but those of us who you class (and us you) as friends will always be in contact and stick by you through thick and thin.

I love you & i hope that whateve has caused your week to be crazy that it all calms down again.

Thinking of you always
xxx

[apples4alice]

Thanks angel,
I know you are always here for me and I can't express how much that means for you. Sorry I've been no contact girl but I am following you and will always be here for you
Xoxo

[abonecon]

I've only added you recently, and thanks for adding me back. I read through some of your older entries and I honestly think it's amazing to see you're actually in recovery (keep trying)!! I know it's probably the toughest stage of the illness but it's the one that will keep you alive! Anyone who loses interest because you're in treatment is quite honestly pathetic. I just wanted to drop by and say well done, keep it up :)
Alice (hehe)

[apples4alice]

Thank you beautiful, it's nice to know you care, and know that if I can ever do anything for you just ask lots of love Alice Alice xoxo :-)