I am in a situation right now where I know the ending isn't going to be a happy one but I can't seem to remove myself voluntarily from said situation. Sigh. Why do I make things so hard on myself? I wish so much to be one of those people who don't FEEL every damn thing so deeply. This hurt that's coming is barreling down on me like a train and I'm ( Read more... )

Since this fall I've been enrolled in a Master's degree program that is an "accelerated" course, which means it's been really intense. Balancing school with a full time job and full time mommy-hood requires a lot of juggling. But so far it's been good. I've managed to maintain some semblance of a social life and Sophie has been super awesome when I ( Read more... )

I do this every few months or so, resolve to post more journal entries but then forget. However, I'm going to try it again because I like journals, I like the IDEA of journaling, I like to go back and look at things I wrote and remember how I was feeling and how life was at that time. I guess one thing that worries me is often I find myself wanting ( Read more... )

So a previous post I thought was lost has magically reappeared again! Ah the wondrous workings of the internet ( Read more... )

Tonight I am feeling like...I miss life.
But I know tomorrow I will feel like life is happening too fast and I can't quite catch it all. Apparently, I AM hard to please.
Sorta.

Hello LJ land! I have not visited in quite a while and for that I am sorry. I think I will be forgiven though when you find out why I have neglected you. Firstly, no internet, secondly, big move and thirdly, spent time in the ICU. Also, I just got a new and cheap keyboard that just randomly fails to type a letter so what may look to you like very ( Read more... )

So I am just back from my trip to the Cayman Islands and Jamaica! It was sooo much fun. The weather was gorgeous and I met so many nice people! Not to mention ate too much good food but we'll skip that part. I really loved Grand Cayman Island. This was such a long time to be away from Sophie though. I really wasn't sure how she'd take it or how I ( Read more... )

Happy Halloween to all of my LJ friends! I promise to post a real update soon. I hope everyone is doing well and has something fun going on today. : )

So this is the second entry I've made THIS WEEK! I am feeling so proud ( Read more... )

A short and long overdue update. I found a job!!! It's at a university here and it's been okay so far. The people I work with are all quite a bit older than me and I guess I was hired in for a position which a couple of them had applied for so I definitely detect a bit of resentment from a few of them. But I am trying really hard not to step on ( Read more... )