I went off Abilify the other day. Hopefully I'll stop eating everything in the world and sleeping all the time. Outlook not so good, considering I just ordered two pizzas and cheesy sticks. I feel like I've given up on my physical appearance. There's no way I'm going into a gym ever again. And I can't be bothered to wake up early to go on walks. I' ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think maybe I wished this life upon myself on accident...

i miss college

It's a strange, strange moment when you realized you don't even want a career in the first place.

( waste of paint )

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You know that feeling you get when you're on the very precipice of accomplishing a huge sneeze, but you can't quite coax it out yet? You have tons of desire and motivation to get it out, but it won't come? And you know when it does come it's going to feel so very, very good?

That's how I feel about my writing right now.

It's giving me a migraine

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I'm responding SO well to my medicines. I think it's the combination of the mind/body healing I've given myself along with the chemicals the doctors prescribed ( Read more... )

I went on a leave of absence for 2 1/2 weeks. It was probably one of my better moves in life. I spent about 4 days sobbing in my bed. Then I got up and started taking walks in-between naps. Then I read like three books about being happy. And then I started to feel better. And then I went to Georgia and I visited my family and felt really, really ( Read more... )