I'm tired of waiting for her to send my fucking birthdaa present ( Read more... )

I huge part of me is missing, and I don't know how to get it back. I don't know if I even want it back...

Everything she's said in explanation for why she ended it seems to say she didn't want to put forth the effort to keep the relationship going. That really hurts. I guess I just didn't mean enough...

My girlfriend just broke up with me... Why? I know I haven't been online much to talk to her, but I still love her. She was the only person who really knew what I had to deal with.

GDI wasn't a game to me. It was part of my life. It was who I was. Now I've lost that... again... AND IT'S FOR THE SAME GODDAMNED REASON!

I didn't try hard enough. I ( Read more... )

I didn't really get to sleep until sometime after 12:45, and I had to get up at 6:45.

Valentine's Day was pretty awsome, even though drakk_draconian had to work. He took me out to dinner last night because he didn't have money until then. We're going to go see Constantine Friday. That looks like an awsome movie.

School is going pretty good, too. I'm actually ( Read more... )

It's my birthday! YAY! I'm 19! Yesterday, drakk_draconian gave me a skateboard. I was sooooooooooooo happy. We're going out to dinner tonight. We're gonna have fun. YAY!

drakk_draconian  took me snowboarding on Sunday. I had a blast, even though I kept falling. my knees still kind of hurt from falling on them so much. My wrist was also hurting for a couple days, but it feels better now. We saw his friend Greg up at the pass, and hung out with him for a bit.

drakk_draconian got a new skaeboard, and he's teaching me how to skate. I'm doing ( Read more... )

Ren's right. We did let the little things get in the way of our friendship. Chris, I'm really sorry about the way I've been acting toward you. You were like a brother to me, and I let that die. I never wanted you to leave Jodi, and I never wanted to end our friendship. I just didn't want you rushing into things. I was just worried about you ( Read more... )

Jodi's lost pretty much all of her friends here in Marysville, except Sarah which doesn't surprise me), that I know of. She talks about me behind my back, then the 'friend' she was talking to lets me know what she had to say. *Chuckles* Jason and I were talking yesterday, and he said he thinks Jodi's pissed at me because she was going to date Chris ( Read more... )

BUSH NEEDS TO DIE! HE NEEDS TO GET ASSRAPED BY SOMEONE! THAT GOS DAMNED SON OF A BITCH TURNED THE ELECTIONS INTO A FUCKING RELIGIOUS BATTLE! IF HE HATES HOMOSEXUALS SO MUCH, WHY DOESN'T HE JUST ADMIT IT AND KILL US ALL!? AT LEAST THEN WE WOULDN'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH HIM MAKING OUR LIVES HELL! I HOPE SOMEONE ASSASINATES HIM! AND I DON'T CARE IF THE ( Read more... )