I have absolutely no idea what happened between Monday and Tuesday... I was ready to kill her Monday, then I'm hoping she finds happiness Tuesday. Hell, yesterday after school, when I heard that she wanted to take Twitch, I wanted to hurt her. But now... I don't even care. The only reason why she's been able to ruin everything for me was because I ( Read more... )

I was chatting with Shelly yesterday, and she commented that Jodi had stopped by over the weekend. Apperently Jodi was bitching about me. Can't say that I'm surprised, that seems to be a hobby of hers. Anyway, it seems that she thinks Jason and I got together too soon after she dumped him. My, aren't we the hypocritical cock whore. She got together ( Read more... )

Thank you chaoswolf


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It's amazing how quickly things can change. In one day I lost my only day to see drakk_draconian  during the week, ended a three- four year long friendship, and mended things with jet_crush . That's actually a lot for me.

The former friend of mine has fucked himself over completely, and he's not gettin' out of it. I know he couldn't on his own, and now he's lost ( Read more... )

This song is dedicated to the loves of my life ( Read more... )

Jason finally got a job, and he's gone all day. He keeps saying it's not gonna be like that all the time, but I'm starting to seriously doubt that. I'm happy that he got a juob, I just can't handle only seeing him for a few hours every night. And I'm blaming my parents for that.

This is dedicated to Col. Ryan J. DeSantos, Jr from Lt Col. Atalanta Asahoshi DeSantos.

My Imortal

I'm so tired of being here

Supressed be all of my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

Because your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too ( Read more... )

I am very displeased about what poeple were doing with the comments in my last update. If you're going to argue and fight amongst yourselves, do it elsewhere. If it happens again, I'll disallow ALL comments on ALL my updates.

Well, I went out to get my house keys back from Chris, and talked with him. Turns out Jodi's full of herself. And shit. We will have our 'day' of hanging out with just the two of us on Sunday. I'm hoping to go see The Village with him.

So, things are good between us. Yay!

It feels like I've been gone longer than a week. Walking around this house feels strange, like I don't live here. I can't stand to be in my room alone for more than a few minutes unless I'm sleeping. I don't know why, but everything feels different.

My home isn't here, no matter what anyone says. I was home last week, when I was with chaoswolf  When I was ( Read more... )