It ssad that I am at my bro's party with so many of the people that I know and IM sitting in his room on the computer. yea that is really sad. ANSyway I think I might go and try to be social but I am just not int he mood. My biorthday is tomorrow and every year I get in this same depression! Chris and Heather gave me an awesome thing I hate cake so ( Read more... )

I dont think I could have found a song that better suits exactly what is happening right now.

I feel like I cant talk to anyone. I dont even feel like I can talk to Torri or Heather. I mean Torri has her new life now. She is up in Ottawa having a blast with all her dorm friends and Blaise she does not want to get a phone call from me to say hey so ( Read more... )

Well life is....interesting again.

Boy situation over howeve rwitht he death of that one grew a new one in its remains.

Im passing the class i thought I would fail and failing the class I thought I would pass. Go figure.

( The big times )

Do you ever have one of those days where everything you do puts a new situation into perspective? There is so much bullshit in a 17 year old girls life its ridiculous. It just seems as though I can no longer be happy anymore. I mean my friends make me laugh and I put on a smile at school and such but I just cant ge tthe happy feeling inside.

Chris ( Read more... )

I'm sorry.

( Bull shit )

I'm an idiot ( Read more... )

Ugh! Talking to him is so hard. I can't ever listen to Torri can I? She says "no chelsea, dont do that thats not a good idea" I dont listen and it bites me in the ass. Shes like to goddess of men I swear she knows everything there is to know. Its sad I taught her some of that. Then there is Heather I never listen to her when it comes to commpn ( Read more... )

So it has been a while. A long while actually. So much stuff going on, not quite sure just where to start. I mean there's my mom. Shes kind of sick. There is the whole boy sitch but I always have a boy sitch. Theres the school issue. I got a kitten though so that makes me feel better. Just eberything seems to be falling apar lately.

( The real deal )

Dear lord I have not been on here in generations!!!
Just wanted to say hey to everyone let ya all know I am still alive.
Anyway I'll probably make time tonight to write a real entry I need advice on a hell of a lot.
Thank you I miss you all!!!

TORRI I LOVE YOU!!! LUB!!!

I have not been on here in like over a month I guess there was just to much going on this past while. Such as: Justin, Torri, School, Jenn, Boys, and of all me.

( Its a long one. )