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And i'm back in the trenches
I don't want to be back But here i am General supreme Master of a heavily armed razor blade And a battalion of scars Reporting for duty Again No peacetime Just times where you don't want to Blow your own head off Those times are over Gear up, move out
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I know what i'm doing for nanowrimo!
I remember it…
That day staring down at my latest failure, something inside just broke. Maybe a lock or a cage door - something was set free and like a cool wave it washed over me and i knew it. Wait, maybe i didn't set anything free… maybe it was always there and just waited until the opportune time.
Doesn't matter.
I was suddenly a little girl ( Read more... ) -
Ohitorisama
The worst part is that i suspended my disbelief because i wanted to be willing to try…
And my disbelief was right.
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Sometimes people don't get the point...
I realized after a binge of trying to challenge peoples thinking that I'm a true patriot ( Read more... ) -
Race is an adult problem
And it's stupid. But the whole race issue looks different when it's coming from a black source. Yet again I find myself the victim in intraracial racism and , yah, it bothers me. I wish i could explain what's so poisonous about it but i can't find any analogy that comes close.
Damn.
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Manic. I am it.
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Path forging
Today I feel like working on my path a little. Rereading what I've written, putting down more of what I think, and fleshing out the things I'm not sure about ( Read more... ) -
Life's a bith and... that's pretty much it.
I hate the world out there, I think It stabs you in back, strips you and leaves you bare Broken Vulnerable and the it laughs at you and your new clothes But you were never fooled by the tailors lies
I think i have this raw animosity ( Read more... ) -
Bah humbug
When times are bleak and grey, my actions fall under the rule of desperation.
Desperate times, desperate measures.
A friend is going to try and get me Lexapro from his mom. I'm not thrilled with this course of action but for some reason, this dire few weeks have left me dangerously unmanageable. My phobia of doctors makes getting a healthier ( Read more... ) -
Women are billboards and bonds, men are ad reps and stocks - society is one big commercial
Seriously. Though really I think it boils down to dominance vs submission but there don't seem to be too many truly female dominant human societies.