( Insatiable. )

I told Drew today that I couldn't have sex with him anymore because it was too hard for me. He just said alright like it was no big deal.
But it is a big deal. All that does is prove that it was just sex for him.

Oh gosh. Why does it even matter? I shouldn't care what is or isn't a big deal to him.

I haven't posted on here in forever. But honestly I have nowhere else to really talk about everything I am going through. Drew and I recently broke up. I found messages on his Facebook where he was asking girls (girls we both knew irl) for naked pictures. We had this problem earlier this year, but I gave him a second chance. This time around, I ( Read more... )

I hate those days where all of the sudden it just hits you with how much you really hate your life. How suffocatingly, mind-numbingly routine your life has become. It's like you just want to stand there and scream your head off or punch holes in walls... but all you can do is cry helplessly for the shell of a life you're living. Every day is the ( Read more... )

Man, I suck at posting ( Read more... )

I'm stupid.
stupidstupidstupid

But happy.

So, I did get fired. Now I have to go job-hunting. Fun fun fun. It's kind of nice to get a break, though, from working for three years straight ( Read more... )

So I haven't been fired yet, but I'm sure it's coming tomorrow... that's when my head manager is going to be in ( Read more... )

So, I'm about 98% sure I'm getting fired today. Apparently I was supposed to work last night, but I thought I was off. And I was already on probation at work, so yeah. Goodbye, job. It was a nice three years. Well, it was a terribly annoying three years, but that's alright. Now I need to go job hunting. ASAP ( Read more... )

I was thoroughly shocked when Drew told me he was in love with me and wanted to be with me. I had heard it before, but it had always conveniently been when I was with Matthew. I assumed it was an "I can't have you, so I want you" situation. I am so glad that he proved me wrong. He is, by far, the best person I have ever been with. He has made me ( Read more... )