well, i have a horrible headache.
however, i am such a say anything freak i am staying up so that every fifteen minutes for next forty-five minutes i can download the three say anything songs that were unreleased, that i don't already have.
that is commitment.

so, i am really tired.
i have yet to do anything exciting this vacation.
i took my mom to the ( Read more... )

i've done nothing.
at all.
that's a lie.
 i vlogged and took pictures.
so vain.
but i think i'm going to clean/re-arrange my room. [:
why?
because it's cleansing.

( wish you were. )

i think i caught what my mommy had.
yuck.

( muerto. )

i was at school today, and i just wanted to leave.
i don't really know why.
but i just was overtaken by this depression monster who wanted to leave.
so i texted my mom, and said "mommy, i want to come home. now."
and she said, "okay, i'll call school."
and then, i went home.
and we just ended up lying in her bed and talking about college, and people, and ( Read more... )

i've wanted this for far too long.

( ack, survey. )

the past two days have been swell.
[:
i don't know what i'm doing tomorrow.
cause i can't bail on nate.
but i have a shitton of homework and the gas in my car has to last me at least the week, if not the weekend as well.
damn, i want a cookie.
back to the point, i don't know what to do.
hmmph.
oh well, i'll figure it out tomorrow.
i'm far too lazy to ( Read more... )

i hate not knowing.
it's not even like something someone can answer.
it's mental.
i hate now knowing what i want/who i want to be.
but those questions don't work with my view of life.
i totally believe in predestination.
everyone has a destiny.
and even when someone says that they cheated death or changed their destiny, i think that it's neither because ( Read more... )

and i can't  leave you alone.

ack.
so, i am exhausted.
i would love a nap.
but i won't get up if i go to sleep now.
and i must watch gossip girl.

moving on,
school is so boring. 
but i think alec and i might spice it up in religions tomorrow.
[hammer, you get where this is going.]
but either way, the days are so long and all i look forward to is...well ( Read more... )

 i need to do so much homework
instead i'm youtube-ing and taking naps.

i've fallin in love with a song called oh gravity by boys.
they are so adorable.
i wish i was more musically awesome.
me and my man voice could go places.
with xiao of course, she needs to be in this.
[BTW XIAO: i learned beggin. learn the rap. it's going down.]
i kind of wish my ( Read more... )

so, i am just so excited for college.
i was kind of indifferent for awhile.
but now  i am so ready to go. [:

i have so much homework to do this weekend. i just feel so overwhelmed that i don't do it. 
instead i just watch ncis and text people.
it's rather unhealthy.

i'm really excited to go see xiao tonight. i haven't seen her in weeks.
:/
it's very sad
and ( Read more... )