such a long train of people, that i would never have believed that death had undone so manyi have always loved being first, last, and only. it's quite fitting, really, to apsire to such singularity. my personality has come to rely so heavily on the importance of standing alone. when i was younger, so much younger, i used to wish for a sense of ( Read more... )

ok, so my bad...anonymous posting for the previous entry is in effect. thanks hannah dear:)

so i got this from the lovely hannah_honey:

Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything.A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say. ( Read more... )

Friends Only from here on in- it's just easier, and safer, that way. Comment, and I'll add you. That's about it...

sweet and low you sing to me
of hopes and dreams and melancoly moments
you're so proud, so fearful
careful not to let things slide
i hear it in your whispered melody
i close my eyes and feel it in
the intonations-deep, regretful, brooding-
those assuring words wrapped in adagios of doubt
the song is different, but your voice always gives you away

Big Ruuuuben won American Idol..I love him:) He's a giant teddy bear, and I want to bite him :x and I hate to say it but...

I told you soSo I went to an American Idol party last night...I am officially the biggest loser ever! Actually it was really fun- and our party was completely divided between Clay and Ruben. I think Clay is wonderful, but I ( Read more... )

living is amazing to me. to be able to experience the full range of human potential and emotion is not possible. i think i chip away at this mystery everyday, and i still know i'll never be able to see the big picture. i think what's scares me the most is not being able to feel or do everything that life offers. to not be full enough, or wise ( Read more... )

Speaking of Mother's Day, there was a piece on the news this morning about how some conservatives are urging the military to halt gender equality and restrict the deployment of mothers in war zones. A conservative activist named Phylis Schflay said that "There is no evidence in all of history that you win wars or advance the cause of women by ( Read more... )

yesterday: the peaceful contented feeling. yesterday was one of the days i knew. i find myself completely under this spell that is you. and sometimes i'm afraid and sometimes i'm insecure and sometimes logic tries to break my spirit. but yesterday i felt it. confidence, with you and of you. and i could see your face at 2am as you woke me up to tell ( Read more... )

One of my guy friends sent this to me today ( Read more... )