I'm definitly getting sick/fighting something off, and normally i'd just decide to skip school, but because of crew i went through the day. We went out on the water for the first time and it was just beaaautiful. It's so calm out there. Max came again and watched us, and we ended the day with a new land-workout routine that hurt, but it was nice. I ( Read more... )

I just have to say that i had the best French class in the history of mankind, and i probably laughed almost the whole entire time. We have the absolute best class. Ryan and i are at war over Julia/unnamed ( Read more... )

I watched the back of a boy at crew doing an ERG test, about to pass out basically, and this is what his shirt said: "Pain is fear coming out of the body."

something to think about.

The quiet spell, seduced by the promise of bliss ( Read more... )

happiness should never depend on one person, or any amount of people ( Read more... )

i love crew. not that i've been out on the water, or even run around the lake once. hahah. but i love some of the people there, who i didn't even know were doing it, and yeah. i'm excited.

i come home from school and it gets later and these thoughts keep coming and it's getting so sick i want help now i guess i'm ready why does this hurt to much. the table fairies, history teachings, broken blue and white china plates on my floor. i say i'm so against it and i think about it so much. i'm so tired of asking myself for help.

I went to bed at 9:30 last night, woke up once at around 1:30, and then was still tired when my alarm went off at 6:30. My sleeping patterns have completely changed...even when i'm incredibly tired i'll wake up in the middle of the night, and i usually would never be able to get to sleep before 10. It's weird. I'm bored so i'm going to tell you my ( Read more... )

History class ( Read more... )