And another one bites the dust. He's now on my over it list. It hurt for a bit, but I'm more disappointed with a side of pissed. All I can say is shit happens because no one is perfect and karma will get to him eventually. I don't regret anything because this will make me stronger in the end, but it's just disappointing that he turned out just like ( Read more... )

Was honestly therapy for my heart. It was good seeing everyone I haven't seen for a while and actually getting out of hermit life, but I fear I may go back. One because I just "ended" things with someone and two because he's going to be here in a few days and I don't want to see him. My heart's pretty much broken and I need to focus on this job ( Read more... )

So it's pretty obvious that my sleep schedule is off because I haven't been at peace. My mind is constantly thinking and I'm just so tired. Also I've been paranoid about being vulnerable around others and being taken advantage of, but funny thing is I'd probably still let people do it ( Read more... )

You broke my heart and it still hurts as hell. I don't have the right to be broken hearted because I did my own dirt, but you broke us. I tried to be honest and wanted it to work, but you gave up. I just want you happy and if she makes you happy/smile then more power to you, but even after I've moved on and tried to be with other guys you still ( Read more... )

I'm in such a shit hole and I just want to hide out. I haven't cried about it yet, but I know it's coming. I did cry about something while I was lurking, but it's because I knew it would be there I just needed to see it for myself ( Read more... )

So I've figured it out, maybe. The reason I think everyone has been in a slump lately is because the amazing year of 2005 for most is lurking over us. That year for me was the best year ever, but I didn't care about being broke and disappointing my family. I was drinking 24/7 jumping from job to job which wasn't realistic happiness, but I wasn't ( Read more... )

I miss you so fucking much!!! I feel when I flirt with other guys I'm cheating, but I know I'm not because we're not together and we never established that we were when you left. We've actually never had that talk. It's just I'm trying to be open and meet new guys to get over you, but when it comes down to it I like and miss you too much to persue ( Read more... )

-to have my credit card paid off in full ( Read more... )

-to have my credit card paid off in full ( Read more... )

I don't want him to know I miss him even though he knows. Me and him are constantly playing this cat and mouse game. One day he's cupcakin' me and then the next I'm doing it, but I can't give too much away because then he seems to pull away. It's hard to tell people's emotions over AIM, but with Jordan whatever he's typing I can see him say it and ( Read more... )