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solstace
This time of year brings my soul to life. I can feel it's energy penetrating every aspect of my Self. It isn't just a Christmas thing either. Christmas is a big part, as a child I would get so charged up with the carols and stories and decorations,candy,food,company,on and on. There is so much more to me, the weather, cold bite in the air, brisk ( Read more... ) -
alive or living?
First I am going to brag on myself a bit . It has been awhle since I have felt " accomplished" and yesterday was a bowl of chicken noodle soup for that feeling. I solo paddled a canoe for aprox. 10 miles on a day where there were 20mph winds with gusts up to 40mph. There were a couple of times when the wind attempted to seriously kick my butt but I ( Read more... ) -
stepping into somethnig new
Yesterday I took the first real step in delevoping my new self. I signed up for a UW continuing education class for beginner Mandolin. I was looking forward to this 10 week class knowing if I put effort into learning what was being taught I would be a skilled Mando player ready to push that forward. As I was walking to the Fine Arts Center on ( Read more... ) -
Fatigue
So I am free from the disease of MDS, realivity certain I will not face Leukemia, bone marrow has grafted in well and I am thankfully alive. I am very thankful for the team of Doctors who worked miracles to keep me alive and the comforting , supportive treatment they continue to give me. I am , however, left with dealing with the effects of Chronic ( Read more... ) -
dark
It just wears me out. It isn't that major ordeals have to be constantly dealt with.Little things, one after another, never quitting , never letting up. One thing after another always having to not do this or stop to do that. I would cherrish a full month of eating what and when I would like, feeling I have enough energy to be out of the house. ( Read more... ) -
whats new
Long time since I have posted here and I cannot even begin to remember all that has gone on much less post it. The one thing I have come to learn has been how much more recovery from my BMT I have to do. The first is that " total recovery" in which I define it, will never be. There will not be a time where I would say, ok now that's over lets get ( Read more... ) -
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another grey dreary day, I could use some distraacting company..sure is boring ! -
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Happy happy Birthday to my /friends sasha_feather and cfxjosh . I hope you both grow younger in the upcoming year :-) -
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~ continuing the line from Fullygoldy and Old man summer , I present to you...
The first seven people to respond to this post will get something made by me.
This offer does have some restrictions and limitations:
- What I create will be personalized and intended for you.
- It'll be done this year (2009).
- You will have no idea what it's going to be. It ( Read more... ) -
R.I.P.
Ditto
Faithful loving companion
Master Mouser
1995 - 2009