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Long time gone
Hey there LJ! I've been gone so long. This Facebook thing grabbed my attention and then I forgot how to write blogs. But, hey, better late than never. Right? Ahem ( Read more... ) -
SUCH A LONG TIME!!!
OK. That boyfriend I posted about last? No good at the communication. Fail. Next boyfriend was wonderful, but tumultuous for a while. Eventually things calmed down, I had a baby girl. He is the godfather and was at the birth along with the husband. We still see each other quite a bit in spite of changing our relationship status. Very ambiguous now ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Are women or men bigger cheats?
I think women are better liars, and therefore more likely to cheat if they won't get caught. I do believe in marriage, but mine a special marriage. There is no cheating because it would be really hard to accomplish considering the current structure of the rules. I believe in marriage as a partnership for living. -
My apologies to you LJ
May I offer you an apology, Livejournal? I have been neglecting you. It is heartless of me. Facebook has taken me away, and my LJ communications have been lacking. May I offer a compromise? I will set a timer for you. You offer me so much to read. Therefore, whatever I can read in 15 minutes twice a day, I will get to. Hopefully there will also be ( Read more... ) -
Utah
So, I know I've been in a bit of a dry spell with writing lately, so you probably won't miss me. But, I'm going to Utah tomorrow with Jaki. It is for the UUA GA. I plan on having a super great time. We will see if anything verboten happens. Mr. Gere will be there, but I plan on only seeing him in "class". My knee is feeling a little tweaked, so I ( Read more... ) -
Working on through
Yeps. that's right. working on through. I told you I remembered how this goes. I fall in love, he fails my expectations, disappointment, disdain, antipathy, apathy, and finally, after many moons, the ability to be friends again. Still in the apathy and occasional antipathy. It's all good, it's alright, I'ma gonna get over it some night ( Read more... ) -
An odd phenomenon
Oddly, as much as I enjoy the process of falling in love, it is only while it is a mystery. Once I recognize that it is happening, a strange phenomenon occurs. I come to peace within myself. I am at peace. I still think of him, I still love him, I still relish his warm smiles. Yet, there is no crazy up and down. No whirlwind. No deep and creeping ( Read more... ) -
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Last night I cried myself to sleep at the simple possibility that Mark would never speak to me again. It can be so hard to live with an open and passionate heart, but so worthwhile. I am tempted to remove him from my life to prevent the pain I am now certain to endure. But, what would that help ( Read more... ) -
sadness
Tomorrow is moving day and my floors are not up to accepting heavy furniture just yet. Oh joy ( Read more... ) -
I just wanted to say
Dear Mark ( Read more... )