whimnoir

Go there, friend me. That is my new journal that I will be updating from now on, as I let this one rot.
Although I am not deleting this one, I am leaving it alone and not touching it any longer!
:D see you on my new flist y/y??

( Added on and cut! )

Did anyone else ever play with those retro little toys? They were wooden and jointed, always little animals or clowns or something, and when you pressed on the base of them they completely collapsed and looked broken? But when you released they could spring back up?

I'm one of those.

And I wish people would stop making me collapse without any notice ( Read more... )

So, I keep getting really jealous of what they have right now. But, what they have right now is something I never wanted. Honestly, I don't like everyone having fun and having new friends. I am so afraid of being forgotten. And don't give me that 'absence makes the heart grow fonder' shit. No. Absence makes me cry and panic. And worry myself sick. ( Read more... )

( ihh... )

But I've been an epic disaster of emotional fluxuations, and this is where I get it out. You don't have to pay attention just because I'm on your flist, this is for me :)
So, now for an ARI HAPPINESS SPAM as to make myself smile.
( Pretty pictures :D )

And I continue to be a medical mystery ( Read more... )

I'm so scared and confused, and jealous and sad. I'm fucking sick of this and don't know what to do.  I don't want to be here. I don't get this. I don't have a way to fix this. I don't have my Nana and Pa, or my mom as she was. Becca and Boy have left me. I don't have anyone to hug me.
I want this to be  over. I want things to get better like they ( Read more... )

But mom devopled the film from camping, and I stole a few I liked, even if they do totally suck.

( fwee... )

( I wish I could keep an acctual journal... )