...do you ever have those moments where you feel lonely? ...like you need someone, but you know that that someone cannot rush to your side at that very moment that you need them? ...or maybe you just don't know who it is you need...or if in truth you really need them...oh i don't know what i'm talking about, i'm just babbling...ignore this entry ( Read more... )

Okay, so i got a reminder to update...the fact of the matter is, i just haven't had time to update and in the whole grand scheme of things, when not reminded, i forget to update. << mouth wide open >> Oh, i know, it's a shocking matter...but what can i say? i'm forgetful at times. lol ( Read more... )

Mmm, you know it's really hard when you finally realize you've tried your best to keep things the same, but you've been in denial for quite some time...i am in S-O much need of a new distraction, so as not to wrap myself t-o-o tightly around something that hasn't been there for a while...something i can't have anyways ( Read more... )

So we talked ( Read more... )

...Not sure how to put it ( Read more... )

Okay so I did write this entirely long entry about many things...but it was erased. grrrizzle!! Welp, I'm too tired to re-write it at this moment...but I'll try and get around to it later. Here's a preview though...subjects will be: how I finally said some stuff I'd been wanting to say and how the response made me surprisingly contented and happy, ( Read more... )

I keep forgetting to make entries...and for this I apologize, to anyone who likes to read my nonsense lol. I've been out of school for a whole week because I had a laparoscopy and my body's immune system is completely out of whack from this past year's experiences. I would have been back Thursday, but I woke up in excruciating pain...now this is ( Read more... )

i'm not sure why i'm making an entry, maybe 'cause i haven't written one in a while and i'm bored...who knows? lol sooo let's see...what's new ( Read more... )

I haven't written in here for a couple of days so I thought I'd write a little something. I'm not sure what I'm going to write, I might end up just blabbing along during this entire entry...who knows? I'm tired. I fell asleep at Erika's house tonight at like 9pm while we were watching a movie and I just got home a lil' while ago...I can't believe I ( Read more... )

Je ne sais pas que je me sens maintenant. Je devine surtout, à ce point, je suis calme abasourdi et choqué. Je souhaite que les choses étaient différentes. ..I souhait que j'ai signifié plus. ..I sait que vous dites que je fais, et je vous crois, pourtant, je suis blessant encore ( Read more... )